Cocktail of Emotions

Turf: at my nest
Dash: watching vleague final



The past few weeks had gone fast, so many unexpected moments of twist and turns. Life has indeed miraculous. You will learn from it as the day goes and pass by.

If only I could pour out all my emotions here in this blog and pretend that no one would ever read this, but I'm still cautious about personal matters to be tackled on privately. On this past few days, rains pours heavily like it was going to flood if it wasn't stopped in an hour or so, but then, the news is liked rain it pours when it pours. It doesn't give any warning to give you a minute to prepare yourself. So, I'm flooded.

A news that no one wants to ever hear but it's part of life evolution, everyone has its time to depart from this world and travels to another life as it is already written. So, we met my cousin Ate EMs and break the ice as she told us that our cousin has passed away and it seems unexpected death, but who can expect death. No one, isn't it? Kuya Roy is funny, kind, nice, and always there to tickle your bones. There is no dull moment as I recall when he is still with us. He always smiles, laughs, jokes around, a part of him that curves in my memories. Ah, memories that I can cherish as long as I live. Though, he travels short in this so-called world. I guess, he traveled this life with fun and enjoyment. The only saddest part is we haven't seen each other for more than a decade ago, and yet, the absence make it forever. So, in this moment of solitude the only thing I could do is offer a prayer for him and pray for the repose of his soul, that he may rest in peace in the loving arms of our Lord.

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A crying sister over the phone from thousand of miles away across the world, where you couldn't give your shoulder for her to lean on, or hug her in your arms to give her warmth in this coldest time in her life. And the thing you could do is give her an encouraging and inspirational words to pacify her beefy feelings. But still prayers, is the best offering for our loved ones and only GOD can solve it.

And today, is a mixed emotion of feelings. I rather go first for not so sad but rather disappointing news, my favorite singer has come out in the open regarding her gender preferences. But I respect her disposition in life, since it is her personal matters and who am I to question about it. Yet, I'm a bit bruised about the news. Maybe because I had dreamt that she would fall in love with a man I had imagined for her (and that's the only reason why I'm battered blues about the news). Regarding my fandom status, I will be forever a Chasters and I wish nothing but the best in life for her.

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Like I always said to myself life is like a mixed of colors. Dark clouds may pass by in our lives but it will only pass by, because no clouds has stayed dark that has never been cleared. True enough. Today is VLeague Final Game 3, its Lady Bulldogs (NU) Vs. Lady Eagles (ADMU). I have been waiting for this bout for almost a week, though Lady Bulldogs is a Rookie in this final, but I go for them. Yes, I shout out for them to the extent that my lungs will come out. Indeed, they didn't fail me (as if they promise me to WIN in this final. Laughs.). Lady Bulldogs beat the Lady Eagles and have their first taste of the Champions. Though then I had been flooded with mixed emotions, but in the end it is washed away with happiness.

We deem those happy who, from the experience of life, have learned to bear its ills, without being overcome by them. --Juvenal

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