As I open my eyes in the morning knowing I have nothing to do, but read e-book on my mobile, open my laptop, surf and search what's new and what's out about this whole universe. I tell myself to don't panic. Keep calm and relax. Lounging a little longer in bed give my head a little achy every morning, maybe because its store too much information that I haven't been able to use sparingly everyday. I always look for something to do every day, keep re-arranging all the stuff inside the bedroom, finding away how to organize this knick-knacks on the four corners of this room. Believe me, I really wanted to be an Interior Designer for a fact that I am inspired to apply this inside our room and this home. I don't want to label myself as a "couch potato" since I still do all the work inside home, washing dishes, wash clothes, clean home. I knew all of this are kind of common stuff to do, but at least I am not fully unusable person who just sit down until boredom knock me down. I did not say that I am proud of this whole thing of staying-home-without-doing-nothing beside doing this household stuff. Argh!
I took this shot while going to do one work before going home - Burj Al Arab, Dubai |
Sometimes I imagine when I used to work-abroad meeting different nationality dealing with different culture learning to speak their language, waking up very early in the morning not to miss my time slot for my bath time (yes, we have bath time schedule in the morning and we are not allowed to take more than 10 minutes each, though its not kinda so-human), and since we also have picked up time for our car-lift provided by the company, I don't want to miss it because every time I had to run quickly like Lydia De Vega or I will get my own taxi going to work spend my own money which I avoided not to happen, though it happens sometimes. I used to take a nap inside the van while going to work, putting my MP3 on hearing loud music makes myself alive it fuel me for a long grueling work.
via - google |
If you can only make daydreaming put into reality in just a snap of your finger then probably I'll be in Paris on the top of Eiffel Tower gracing the beautiful city in front of my own two eyes, do a lot of shopping on my favorite stores like TOP SHOP, NEXT, PAUL & BEAR, etc., eat croissant and sipping mocha latte coffee while watching this beautiful people on the busy street of France, or might be I'm in London taking picture in front of Big Ben, London Eye, and post it here in my blog. You can also find me in Tibet doing meditation with the monks. Wow! I love this scenery flashing into my mind. You can't really find a good end when you want to write more...
And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. -- Sylvia Plath
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